If you are reading this you should feel angry or whatever you want to think about it. Believe it or not this is ALL TRUE

the truth is on mid March 2019 I was in voice chat with him I was unfortunate being horny and forced him to well...coom, but now I realized he's underage and my voice are still too young they he thinks I'm a teenage alike. I've tricked him by either mistake or accident

August 2019 the one you record it was my dumb RPing as Pedo with 19 year old girl, and after the leak I almost lose control

Finally I've stopped all posting online at the end of 2019 to fix up myself, but I still RP who is adult person the friend of mine I met since 2014, I never speak or anyone else who is current underage until 18 and now here I am in 2020, still quiet still RPing with just one person and focus on my animation project from last year too.

I have admitted it and I can not take reason why I don't like pedo even myself too.

As for now I can't hide lies anymore thanks to Jackson who still anger towards me and threaten to take action on me so this is the truth

2020 can't be gone worst....pff it is getting worst I would rather have been executed by Monokuma right about now

Last bit of note I hated this year I was planning to go to collage but this virus ruined me so there you have it

Trust no one not even yourself- Bantuatha

Only one important goal of my life is going to collage and I am tired of doing this doing same madness related, therefore I am taking a very long break from this community. This 2019 is not the best for me but however in 2020 there is going to be a new path of balance.

Happy New Year and best of luck for new goal of future of 2020.

Today I am writing this to tell everyone that I have dispointed that I am sorry... so sorry for the mistakes that I've made back in discord madness community. For the promises that i didn't fulfill due to problem of myself getting little addicted for collabs until I know why I can understand it can go downfall for that (such as Hungry War Collab I was before). For the leaked back on Kryy's post I knew I am fucked and doomed to get ban till month later after wank 0 is released I got over react and going tantrum, even Zap blocked me too which I tried to resist the hate message against him. He's a cool dude but I don't want to push it way too far and I understand if you hate me back in discord community (Like Extile,AnimatorChatBase and CRM) and for that I don't blame you I mean I really don't. I do deserve everything that has happened to me through out of pass couple of mouth, almost an year exactly. And I do agree with everything that have been said about me based on DM,My fetish, and my dumb action. I was a horrible person that I said Moxo "to go and die", I feel very regret saying that to him knowing his depression kept on happening over and over until he found his Girlfriend (which you all may know by now). But it gets worst, as a horrible friend I became idiot white knight who stick around with Nail (Which is turned out to be a trapped underage back in he is 16 but now he is 17 years old) and a horrible community participant I did is cringes and memes, that went little bit much too far off. I feel ashamed about everything that I did in the past and everything that I caused so much damaged that it cannot be undone. I messed up very badly and that is the result of me getting banned much later on. I should known better then and I should learn from my mistakes from the past. I understand if you lost your trust in me and I don't blame you for that but i just hope one day that you would understand that. I am a human being I have real life issue going on, my mother fell ill for about two weeks and she is ongoing recovering slowly but surely. And I make mistakes just like everybody else through out of past drama event going on. I am not trying to find excuses because I don't have any salutation. But I just hope one day that you would believe that I am trying to become a better person in the future. I really do I mean it and i hope that you would understand that it's not as easy as it seems after seeing my past event. it really isn't gonna happen again. I know that this is my responsibility to take care of myself and nobody should be blamed other than me. but I am just hoping this chaos is over by now. That you could maybe someday forgive me for what I did back in discord and my own actions. And I understand if you don't want to help me that is fine but at the same time I do needed some help. that you wouldn't try to further destroy me after I admitted it and gave up not just beating on dead horse over and over again. I am not happy with that event months ago for what happened. I am trying to become a better person and I will do everything possible to make a right choice but please don't expect this to be an easy task and I sadly can't guarantee for that I won't make further mistakes not so ever. I will now disappeared from the internet again for a time being I was just hoping that I could give some clarity on some stuff before I am gone. On one last final note,"Think before you do something other wise the moment you post or made something without thinking you could get backlash and you'll learn from the mistake". Anyways I will leave you to comment on me for your own thoughts but until then, peace.

-Bantuatha

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MAX 2 (trailer)

Love it but fucking teased however outstanding work and I am going to fucking die horribly in full MAX 2 when is comes out

10/10

Abnormis ep1

simple animation I love it but I am bit annoyed I have to wait almost yearly for a next episode

8.5/10

p.s Please forgive for what I did, read my previous post

Kilroy Madness 3

I love it even if it almost made me cry too, I am very proud of this series of ww2 theme now that it ended the war finally over

10/10

Singularity: Observation

I love the evolution to weak and strong of your OC can wait what comes next but still though need to know the little more story

9/10

Madness : New York Minute

one word "Blyat"

8/10

Madness: Sierra Nevada Rebirth

I want this game to be done fully, wish it was done before

7/10

Madness Powers: Devolution

didn't realized is a remake before I read a description after finishing a video also you also should make little more improvement some movement it bothers me.

7.5/10

Madness Brutality Collab

generic...

5/10

Madness: Incident 10v3 DEMO

why

shitpost/10

Madness GOTO Heaven

chinese collab, gerinc, heaven and oof......oof....so much oof on bad clip expect A-max and eviltoro they are the best

5/10 for collab self (9/10 for A-max and eviltoro)

Room_Test

I am really proud of this polandguy his successful solo animation but there is one small downside....the text is too fast that's the only issue

9/10

WORSHIP THE EXALTED

hmm...interesting but I wonder what's store for the future

7/10

Soul Madness 2

......um......

3/10

Madness Whitehank Zero: The Mulligan

Okay so this one I have to talk about important for this wank 0.

So I have been looking forward this Wank 0 to be released on madness day but since is late I have to wait about 2 more days once is out is fucking 40 mins long... And I am dead serious fucking 40 mins long of this project it feels like they overdo it and broke Jsoull's Paradig2 record I mean what were they thinking also I noticed I can see my own OC's hand on the hotdog stand but it is censored off screen in Jackson's clip I amused (is obviously he liked 70's action movie and there is 70's gun sound effect too) I wanted the hotdog and censored joke but it is literally hotdog and censored off screen I am very very disappointed ever since the leak too. the other one I wanna talk about is the voice of Neo Wank and since everyone has been asking "who voice this neo?". you are looking at me I did the voice of neo by helping out with Mrs.Nail's clip and yeah I've been spoiled almost everything from Nail even telling me the plot....however the story is entirely a fucking loop now I wish I wanted to go with Wank theory, but that is for another time since the story almost make sense but still confusing as fuck

12/10 plus 5 for having my voice in minus 3 for censoring me off screen.

if didn't included your animation there just let me know I just wanted to get this out of the way so have a good day.

I hate it

I am fucking done being hiding like this shit @kryyNG

this is also foreshadowing too in April 1st

Okay for real I am already defeated and I need to make a confession

YES I fucked up as being pedo entire time I felt very very guilty and regretted, I've been on target on discord for months and months, keeping my mouth shut until Kryy post it about me last month, I wanted him to removed it but he wouldn't do it,So what happened next? after wank 0 is out I got banned and pissed off for it to be far I am sort of glad I am done with this drama and some shit, is all bullshit but too much story and details around

I made a deal with @narrowedblits that I will leave madness for a long time to fix up my after Hungry War is finished current taken over by @Jsoull I cannot be undone while the collab still ongoing I've suffered alot and it makes me wanna end my own life, Jackson fucking destroyed me and it leads me deeper bad path, and now this....defeated.

So what's happens now? well I need options and I am in serious danger of my own life, do I need to get arrested for being pedo? or move on until everything is forgotten in the past all of it is sucked and fucked up.

Well...I don't know how to feel about this but I don't want to end my own life, every time I wanted to do it I fear death I am weak and pathetic

I am useless 24 year old animator has NO jobs and stuck on the house since my birthday.... I wanted to end this awful war

I don't want to say it but I am a pretty messed up preson I am sorry for sexualized to minors and being jackass, I am sorry for being annoyed with everyone and cringy shit. And I am fucking sorry for being lair entire time end of story

I think that's about it, I can't remember much because I wanted all of it gone until it fixed it self for what I did.

Until then....see you around soon I'll be always watching until the grim reaper comes knocking on my door

...but the future will be better

Might delete this later

Haven't post it for a few months ago been busy on other collab stuff and planned for my future solo project 2020 because since Kryy said it needs more balanced for madness community this year we had kinda too many collabs test and generic stuff is getting old I want solo project to happen Anyways here a only teaser for Madness Hungry War which is still alive and active so yeah. insert bye gif emote from Jailbreak 1 here